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Nothing to Gain

  The best evidence I can produce that my account is true is our own actions. WE HAVE NOTHING TO GAIN BY LEAVING . We are leaving a solid job that has provided for our needs through a pandemic, and by all accounts would continue to support our family’s needs. We DO NOT have another job lined up, and we have not even started work on a resume. Neither of us has been in the job market for over a decade, so it isn’t as though we can simply jump in and find good work. We are staking our reputation and credibility to call out abuse that is difficult to prove, and in the face of strong opposition. It would be much easier to sit back and say nothing, or even to leave quietly without making our position known. We have NO EXPECTATION that others will choose to side with us, or even believe us. We know from experience that seldom happens in such cases. We are leaving at great personal and relational cost to ourselves and our children - we do not have a lot of strong relationships outside of breth

20 Reasons Why I Left The Plymouth Brethren (So-Called) Denomination

  An old man can publicly preach things that are spiritually unsound and not be publicly or even privately challenged on them. Last week someone over 75 was talking about how the 4 gospels correspond to the ancient 4 elements of alchemy - my 10-year-old asked after church “Is that right?” No one had said anything during the meeting to correct it. There is no grace for children to be children. They must sit quietly during the meetings, and not disturb the meeting. During breaks they MIGHT be able to play, if there is a designated area and they aren’t disturbing the adults. The needs of children and families are not a priority. Many assemblies have no space provided for children, no programming for children, no provision made for nursing mothers. Children are expected to be seen and not heard in the meetings. Women, the same, but to a slightly lesser extent. There is no accountability for leadership. There is a distinct “us vs. them” mentality between brethren assemblies and any other Ch

Why I started this blog

  I am an anomaly. I don’t fit into any of the nice neat stereotypes that people are so fond of using to categorize other people.  I was born in the United States, but spent close to half of my childhood in Jamaica. I am a missionary kid, but we weren’t connected to any mission board. My parents are pastors and former missionaries, but they have never had a salary - instead they are supported by freewill offerings and love gifts. I speak Jamaican Patois well enough to sound Jamaican to Americans, but not well enough to pass as a Jamaican to Jamaicans - apparently I sound Trinidadian! I went to public and private schools where I received an excellent education, but I have decided to homeschool my children. I spent 5 of my school years being the only white student in a school of 800 non-white students. I attended an all-girls school for 5 years, then an all-boys school for 2 years. I am a Millennial by my age, but in most generational characteristics I fit into Gen X.  I look American, t